Homecoming!!

I know a few weeks ago I posted that I really didn't want to get into anything serious, but now I think that I have different view on things.  People continue to surprise me.  Like today, I was given a plate of cookies with a slip of paper with the words "Homecoming?" written on it by a girl that I had known for a while, but neither of us had never really acknowledged each other (until now, obviously!).  I was really taken aback by the whole situation, because she is really the kind of girl that I had always believed that I would never imagine that I would be able to get with.  You might say I have super low expectations for myself, and I would agree with you now, because this event has proven to me that I can get those kind of girls that I used to believe that I could never get with.  I think this might be a new chapter in my life, and it has provided me with a source of happiness that I once never thought possible.

Well, this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned....  and be good humans.  (link to picture after jump.)

A Little Vay-Cay Goes a Long Way

I have been to San Diego once, I think, but it was only to go to Sea World (which was awesome!!).  But now I'm back, except this time for water polo.  Right now, I'm sitting in a noisy breakfast room at a Best Western, munching on a waffle (delicious!).  No hot chicks yet, sadly, but they will come... eventually.  In all seriousness, this "vacation" is exactly what I needed to kind of get away from all the hype at home that seems to never end.  I know that leaving all my friends is kinda stupid and a little room, and I apoligize, but I did this because it was entirely neccessary.  I already feel great and revived!

Well, this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned.... and be good humans!

Be Thankful for Change.

While I may have lost one great thing in my life, I feel finally free of all this weight and strife that I went through. I hated feeling tied down to one girl. Now I can keep my options open and that's what I definitely need right now. Fuck yeah! Okay, maybe I'm a little to happy, because the whole process of breaking up was fucking terrible and I wanted to kill myself because of the pain I was feeling. It. Fucking. Sucked. But now, slowly, I am feeling better and better that my decision was the right one. I mean, yeah, I loved the make-outs and the... well, you know what I mean (but most likely not). But now I can be free to do what I please with out the thought of "Should I ask my girlfriend?" crossing my mind. It's fucking great. Well, this is CA, signing off. Stay tuned.... and be good humans.

Every Day I... Do This!

Now that my life is somewhat back to that way it was before girls and crazieness, I can finally get back to that average place, that funny place that I always visited before I went insane with all that stuff about girls and grades and... GAH!  Fuckin' everything!  *Whew*  Anyway, getting back to my real life has dropped all the stress and weight from my shoulders and I can finally stand tall again.  And, to make this even better, I had to recite a poem in my English 3 class that was so inspirational, I just had to post it here.

Riding Solo

What is it about being single that makes it so appealing yet undesirable?  Guys always brag about having the bombest girl as their girlfriend or some other hot chick that they hooked up with over the weekend.  Guys measure their worth by trying to get with the hottest girl in school or town or fucking where ever.  Ladies, if you haven't noticed, guys are competitive creatures.  They compete for food, in sports, about clothes (those are the "fruitier" ones), but mainly girls.  "Fuck bro, that chick's so hag!  What the fuck you doin' with her?"  or "Fuck all y'all, I fuckin' hooked up with (Insert girl name here, or better known as 'Whats-her-face') last week!  Suck on that!" to which the reply is "Who gives a shit?  She's a fucking whore!"  That, sadly, is how most guy talks go.  Brag and Bag, as I like to call it.  But don't go thinking that all guys do is argue about girl's tits, ladies.  We also go here, to watch hilarious shit, or on Facebook (which I don't have cause it's a big waste of my fuckin' valuable time), or we play video games.  Or sports.  Or both at the same time cause we are just that fuckin' awesome.  Hell, guys have so much fun shit to do when they are single that you can't do it all in one day.  But as a close friend pointed out, high school is mainly for tasting what flavors you like and others that make you puke your guts out cause they are terrible.  That way, you have this knowledge for the real world once you have a grand ol' time in college and you're ready for... Marriage.   *Shudders at the thought.*  So done with the dating shit.

Well this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned.... and be good humans.