Best Friends for Life!

When you have life throw you for a loop and drag you down, we all have that one or two people we would trust with our lives that picks us up and lifts us up high. Those people are known as our wingmen, BFFs, companions, lovers even. But the way friendship works is a two-way street. We have to be willing to be with our friends in their moment of crisis and need. We would care for them the same way they would for us (and they don't usually ditch them in an awkward situation, M. Guadalajara!) But to get back to the main point, friends are, in my opinion, a necessity in this cruel life. You need people that are there when you are not sure of your choices, laugh with you at your stupid mistakes, and help you through a tough time. not only do the make life better, friends make life worth living. Usually, friends like doing the same things, but sometimes you have that one weirdo who doesn't like anything that you like, but you are inseparable. You also may have the daredevil friend, but also the other friend that reigns in the others when they get outa line. Which, in my case, seems to be all my friends. Well, this is CA, signing off. Stay tuned.... and be good humans.

Rollercoasters Suck... (Sometimes)

I'm sure that you have all heard the term "The roller coaster that is our lives." (if you haven't, I just told you).  But now I realize just how much that phrase can apply to any one's life.  If you have been following recently, you know that I've been through some bullshit and it sucked.  Whatever had happened, I knew I was the cause, but I just didn't know what I had done exactly.  And I know from past experiences that I can't just say "Sorry," because girls want an explanation, and sorry just won't cut it.  But, coming back to the roller coaster theme, last night as I said was fucking terrible.  But I come to school, and I actually get the chance to talk to my girlfriend, and after three periods (school periods!) I finally got through to her that I didn't know what I did and that I had no intention of hurting her.  She probably still doesn't believe me because her friends seem hell-bent on making my love life a living nightmare.  Going to the football game tonight, we'll see how things go from there.  Hopefully she sees that she can trust me.

Well, this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned.... and be good humans.

FML Right Now...

Sometimes I believe that I scare people off because of what I've done in the past (and as usual this post is mainly about girls.  Sorry).  I have that reputation of a "player" and that I go and break hearts left and right.  The truth is, if I do end up hurting someone, I feel empty and like a complete fucking asshole.  But at this point, I'm beginining to realize that some people might just be using me for some fucked up, selfish porpose, and I'm going to say something about that...  What the fuck?  When people stop using me like a tool to mend  some past relationship that had gone to shit, it's like I'm not worthy of being a  "human".  That being said, basically the only thing keeping me from straight-up walking out of here right now is that I can't.  But bet your fucking dollar that as soon as I finish high school, I am getting as far away from this shithole as humanly possible.  I'll try to keep in touch with a few close friends, but that's about it.  People here just don't really want to be with me as a person, they just want the tool that everyone just uses and tosses to the ground once they feel better about themselves.  I'm not some car that you take on a fucking test drive, then go, "Nah, I don't want this one," and just ditch me on the side of the fucking road.  That's a load of bullshit.  I need that one person who will want me for who I am, and so far... that person ain't here.  She's somewhere, but she is definitely not here.  I've looked all over the fucking place, getting screwed at every turn... it's fucking amazing that I haven't started lighting up or drinking yet.  FML, man, f.m.l... ....

Awesomeness!!

If no one has introduced you to Kevin Hart (or you're one of those people who watches things over and over on YouTube), then you aren't allowed to laugh any more, cause that shit's hilarious!!  But if you be small child, I must warn youz... he cusses a lot.  His stand-up, Seriously Funny, is a must see.

Any who, to get back to the origional porpose of this post, I have been noticing that my life is getting pretty awesome.  I have a wonderful girl in my life that pushes me through my day (a little roughly, I might add ;), my English teacher told me that all I have to do to make up my D+ in English 2 last year is write a book (Score!), and on top of all that, I have discovered the awesomeness of Google images!  Hahahaha!!!  Sometimes I laugh so hard my dad gets all mad because he thinks I'm not doing homework (which I'm not), but that is a small price to pay for happiness.  I mean, who doesn't love girls, books and cat pictures (with captions!!)?

Well, this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned.... and be good humans.

The "Guy Talk"

Hey, you know what's gay?  Guys having sleepovers.  That's really gay.  Thankfully, me and my friend don't have "sleepovers"... we just hang out at each other's houses until we get really tired and fall asleep.  But, I think the cool part about my friend and I is that, once we actually lie down, there's no sleeping until our review of the day and problems with chicas have been brought forth and discussed.  Some of the most memorable times in my life have happened in the last three years, late at night, just me and my bro.  You may be thinking, "Oh, wow, these guys are as gay as cowboy butt pirates." but the truth is, we're just too awesome for you to really understand.  And that's OK.  Ignorance is bliss.  But in my eyes you don't really know someone until you have talked to them about their problems at 2:30 in the morning.  I have found out shit that I'm not sure I really wanted to know about my wing-man, but now that I know those things, I have a deeper appreciation for our friendship.  And after Sunday night, I now know that Shane Hunter cannot, will not, shall not back down from police (We almost got arrested!  Oops!).  And, to defend my choice of picture... cat photos with captions make EVERYTHING better!! (And they're hilarious!!!!)

Well, this is CA, signing off.  Stay tuned.... and be good humans.